let’s spend our week nights eating cereal on the floor
when there is a perfectly fine table behind us.
we can go to the movies and sit in the back row
just to make out like kids falling in love for the first time.
we’ll paint the rooms of our house
and get more paint on us than the walls.
we can hold hands and go to parties we end up
ditching to drink wine out of the bottle in the bathtub.
and slow dance with me in our bedroom
with an unmade bed and candles on the nightstand.
let me love you forever.
I hate being in the knowing/not knowing if you’re actually in a relationship. I mean, this is someone that I feel right now that I want to spend the rest of my life with, but I don’t know that they feel the same way. I wish that we could just be on the same level and just let each other know how we feel… but we aren’t there yet.
This is bullshit.